Yesterday was interesting.

Did my game-day band activities (i.e. awake from 7:30AM to 10PM doing band things and then not sleeping until after midnight) on 3 hours' worth of sleep. Brilliant job, me.

Not only that but I may have gotten in trouble with the RAs in a guys dorm on the account of having alcohol present. Uh. Pretty sure it was just scare tactics with a first strike, but yeeeeeah. No, I'm not likely to drink in a dorm again (because they have me down as doing it once before) and yeeeah, no. Nothing happened. It was just us sitting around and drinking and chilling but apparently we were noisy and it was midnight so they were going to kick the girls out (boo to curfews!). They also made the guys throw away the beer (which I was not drinking as I hate the taste of beer) but they didn't find my smirnoff in the closet. This tells you how serious they were about nailing us about it--i.e. not at all. Otherwise they would have turned the place over.

Meh. It happened once. Won't be happening again. I am not that dumb, kthx. Also, let it be noted that I did object to drinking in the dorms--sneaking in small quantities of alcohol for private enjoyment is one thing. Social drinking? Noooot likely gonna work. Dunno why I went along with it. I blame the lack of sleep and easy enabling since I was brainded and wanted to get a small buzz (which I did--1 1/2 smirnoffs makes me relax and happy).

Beyond that, I slept from... maybe 2AM-ish? to about 3:30PM. Mmmm, sleep~

( Cut for dreamscape things--MAY OR MAY NOT BE TMI, KTHX )

Yeah. I've already gone to the caf and got some beef and mashed potatoes with gravy and a salad so I am good and stuff for now. *thumbs up*

Also, contemplating possible travel plans. Hey you guuuuuuys. Wanna talk that stuff out with me if you want me to to come visit? I think I might have a plan involving visiting the PNW but with a layover time period in Iowa long enough to hang out with Sara and Andrea (and possibly other Iowaners + Heather if possible?). But uh. It really depends.

... I need to poke my sister Shorty and ask her if she and my dad can pull together to get me a shiny new laptop. She said she was willing to but I had other ideas in mind at the time and said she didn't have to. I r fickle person, inorite? I can always point out the fact that Patrick got Foon/Shiz's top-of-the-line laptop for only around $900. And considering I used $1400 to pay off the laptop that was in Shorty's name...

Stuff to think about in any case!

Saa...

I r still tired atm. Mrrh *snugs with someone*
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I hate sleeping.

I hate dreaming and thus I hate sleeping.

Well, more of the fact that I hate dreaming about things and then somehow manage to superimpose the one damn thing sure to keep my ass awake before I really want to wake up (History in another hour and a half. Guess what I'll be doing until then?).

Really. It's not fair that one of the things that interests me most is also one of things that terrify me most.

And why the hell does it always have to be that quishy, ugly bugger that terrifies me? HE'S NOT EVEN THAT SCARY. WHAT THE HELL, ME?

And it's storming outside.

... this could be part of the reason I woke up from a dream that was coming dangerously close to having E.T. the Extraterrestrial in it.

I know. I'm weird. I have many dark secrets like this one.

*continues to mess around on the interweb until she falls back asleep or has to leave for History*


EDIT: Well, Racing Form for Fall 2007 is up. Selections I have chosen this time:

- SPCH 110 002 11799 3 Principles of Speech MWF 11AM-12:15PM ROBH115 Merritt L.
- MUEN 471 051 11476 1 Marching Band MTRF 4:30PM-6:30PM Robken J.
- PSYC 202 001 11685 3 Advanced General Psychology TR 10AM-11:50AM WH201 Bischoff C.
- ENGL 202 008 10859 3 Intro to American Lit. TR 12PM-1:50PM GTM215 Hardie J.

And if I can get away with it (which I doubt, but it would be fun to try anyway):

- ENGL 480 001 12026 3 Science Fiction TR 2PM-3:50PM GMT215 Robbins D.


And wow. Neither French nor Spanish had the courses I need. I need 302 for French and 301 for Spanish. Same with History. Need to take the 301 course if I want History as at least a Minor :/ Hopefully, Winter Quarter '07-'08 will turn something up. But this Fall should be a good one. I'll be a Junior in hours~
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... I hate it when I sleep and one of my arms end up over my head. Now my arm feels weird because it's getting used to having circulation again...

And I've been sleeping since 4PM-ish because... I'm really hurting right now. Because I started today. Plus, I was extremely tired and I'm really getting annoyed at my spacebar right now. So yeah... 5 hour nap. Still very tired and cramps still there and hurt like a mofo, but my arm needs blood, man.

And my dreams were very confusing. Switching back and forth. For some reason there was a lot of fantasy bit in there.

( Jeva!Dream! Beware the wtfness )

... my dreams totally rock, yo. |D

But yeah. That's what I'm been up too. Would you believe I'm still tired as hell and want to go back to sleep?

And all my coherency has left the building. Sotired...
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Dear You-Know-Who,

Stay the fuck out of my dreams, okay? I know you're acting purely innocent in them and doing nothing more than acting the part of the classmate but 1) you're not in my English class, 2) my English class does not take place in our high school band building, 3) you quit band back in Sophomore year of high school so wtf are you doing in the band building in the first place?, and 4) you do the same goddamned thing that you do in real life and frankly, IT'S GODDAMN ANNOYING ESPECIALLY SINCE I END UP DOING THE SAME THING IN REAL LIFE.

Tired of the exchanging of glances and in-direct conversations even in dreams,
Me



Dear Brain,

PLEASE TO BE NOT BRINGING THAT PERSON INTO MY DREAMS. I DON'T CARE IF HE'S NOT DOING ANYTHING--HE DOES NOT BELONG THERE, OKAY?

No love,
Me


... in other news, I'm skipping History today so I can finish my English assignment because I have that test today. Anyone who tries to argue with me about this will not get the most pleasant response because, if you couldn't tell, I'm grumpy this morning. Even though I got a good 8 to 9 hours of sleep or something.
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About a little less than 2 hours but woke my up some...or something. I dunno. I feel a bit more rested >.>;;

Had weird dream though...well, not WEIRD just O_o;;

Basically, I was outside, trying to herd our dog Jasmine over to where our other dogs where because I heard this sharp whistle...like something was falling and then there were sounds of helicopters and jets flying overheard (a common thing since I live between two military bases) and everything was dark even though it was 6 PM (sun sets at 8 PM right now). Then I looked up to the west...and there was this dark...CLOUD blocking out the sun.

I wasn't quite sure what it was and then I hopped into the car with my Mom and little sister and we went TOWARD the big cloud that was growing and...O_o;;;

Down the highway, there were military personelle blocking everything and just as we were driving past something slammed into the ground and...yeah. It was chaos.

So we drove into the city where the smoke--yeah, I finally realized by this time big dark cloud = SMOKE--and we got out of the car to go running down the streets, looking for Dad...

And there was a whole bunch of stuff that went on and gaaah...

I remember finding out in the dream who was bombing us. For some reason, Venezuela was the one bombing us, and I found myself thinking in the dream, "Damn. Glenn Beck was right again." Dunno why Venezuela was the one bombing us, or why it would bomb Louisiana at all except if they know that we have a LOT of military bases...

But yeah...worst thing I remember though, is as I was running through the city, I remembered that I didn't have my cell phone. So I was thinking, "Shit...all of my friends are probably worried sick about me...hope I can get online soon or something to reassure them..." and yeah...random thought, what.

But yeah...interesting dream O_o;;
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Kiss shining kodoku wo katashidori
Karamaru koukai ga kuu wo kiru
Make me shining chirabaru kokoro no kakera
Mabushiku sugisaru kibou ni

Yes, I have Shining Collection on loop, hush.

Anyway, had weird dream again. Ahahahaha~ For some reason I was Kaito and I was on some weird island/mountain thing and sopping wet because, damn it, it was still a bit too warm for it to be snow and Hakuba said he'd meet me up there but noooooooo, the dumb detective took his time getting to that hotel place...thing...where I just lay down on the couch in the lobby...

...and then the receptionist chick started hitting on me D: So, being nice, I hit on her back (wtf, logic?). Then the Holmes-freak showed up and started looking around at every nook and cranny and stuff...and then that freakin' receptionist chick kissed me D: There was tongue! And I didn't know what to do, so...D:

Anyway, when that was over, then I went outside and put away the poor kittens that were freezing in the rain because no one in the hotel could find or catch them...

And then my dream switched to like...us trying to escape said hotel place because we were under seige. Some would go slowly through the tunnel underground (D:), some would literally run for it, some would disguise themselves and sneak out. Yeah...but when a small group of us went running down a hill, our feet went out from under us because there was ice and damn it! They'd tricked us and put these creatures--sort of chimera-like thing, but think more pokemon-ish--everywhere--WE'RE GOING TO DIE~!

...I woke up before I found out whether or not I died, though. >.>;;; Someone tried to help me levitate over this large shelf-like gate that had been built up alongside a cliff's face, though. By pressing down on my ring fingers' nails until it hurts and believing I was beautiful. O_o;;; Seriously WTFage.


Yeah...the mind of Jeva--she makes no sense~

Besides that, I have three things I want to do today:

1) Work on Mizuki app for CFUD.
2) Do some laundry.
3) Call the Financial Aide people before 5.

...dunno, but I think being the procrastinator I am, I will fail to do most, if not ALL of them. D:

...and that's all for now >.>;;;



EDIT: Ahahaha...female body of mine, you win yet again. *totally just going to...hurt a lot right now--owwie T___T*
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Better since last night. Definitely still not completely 100% in a good mood, but hey~

Now I'm basically being impatient because I won't get to leave for school until Sept. 1st, I have no idea what the hell I'm doing in my life, and everyone around me (IRL, I mean) is being volatile today. Little sister being noisy about being taken to Band Camp and wanting to have her boyfriend picked up so he can watch her play in the band, Mom being self-depreciative and watching Dr. Phil saying that all of the things wrong in these people's lives are happening to her, and Dad...went gambling again today.


...wtf, world? Why with the sudden kick in the gut with the angst and the emo and the not-happiness?


Good news? I had an interesting dream that involved a lesson that I really kind of been avoiding involving leadership--damn you, dreams, you win yet again! Funny how a bus full of kids who've been brainwashed into accomplishing these three tasks that this one kid on the bus knows will kill them in the end but he's doing it anyway because he wants to stop them from killing themselves...and...yeah...it was weird...

...I think I can write a messed up Detective Conan fic with that. *siiiigh* Too many stories~
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...it's kind of sad, really.

I had the most comforting dream I could ask for...

And then it switches over to a weird-ass dream that involved me driving a truck at break-neck speed while people are trying to poke their head in front of me, blocking my view. And then someone got kidnapped and is put in front of a trial where the jury already had its verdict and...yeah...just a lot of stuff.

...and the sad thing that the most comforting part in the dream was the most AWKWARD part.

Started out simple. Was with the band, we were playing for a peprally or something then something good happened, some of us were sent off to the northeast of the US to get ready to travel overseas...and we were in an apartment thing that was more like the Big Brother mansion O_o;;; No idea whyyyyy.

And in the dream, I was upset because I was tired and cranky or something, and I ended up "falling asleep" on the ground in front of the TV in the bedroom I had chosen with several people nearby, but most noticeably was one guy near me.

Don't know how it happened, but in my dream, where as I was trying to sleep one moment, the next I felt someone's breathing and heartbeat against my back. Then that someone said, "You shouldn't sleep on the floor like that...not when it's practically nothing but wood."

Of course, there was a carpet lying on top of the wood, so I argue the point in a mutter, "I've slept in worse places."

And...gah...it was just so comforting and relaxing having him lying behind me, his chest against my back, my trying to breathe in time with him but he takes deeper breaths (I pouted at this in my dream, srsly XD)...and gaaaah.

Then his arm was around my waist, his hand near my face, and I was the happiest big little girl in the world.

...until he seemed to realized what was going on and then he left. Practically FLEEING to his own bedroom.

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But before that...it was just so niiiice that when I woke up, I was left wondering why that couldn't happen to me in reality.

...and then I remembered who I'd put in that guy's role.

Chris. *facepalms* A person I've known since about 6th grade but was never really friends with until around my Senior year of high school, and even then it wasn't much of a friendship but more of an acquaintanceship in which I was starting to maybe develop a small crush. *headdesks*

Don't get me wrong. Chris is a nice guy and everything--really tall (major plus in my book) and cleaned up, nice, smart, polite, good looking...but that's exactly the reason why such scenes from my dream won't happen~~ Because no guy like that would settle for big li'l ol' meeeee~ :D;;;

That and my...uh...small fear of being touched in such ways by the opposite sex--no offense, guys...I just...have issues :D;;;

Ah well~ To dream is to be lurvely~
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Yeah. Short update here.

1. Been having freaky-weird dreams lately. Remember them all pretty well--have to type them up.

2. Almost got hit by lightning--no, seriously. Was a bit a of a thunderstorm earlier today and I went outside to see the heavy rain and then I went to pet my cat Whiskers because the big Russian Blue male just looked really pathetic kind of curled up on the bench outside. But then this bright flash and CRACK noise had me jumping back into the house in 2 secs. Found out later from Foon/Shiz that the particular lightning strike hit REAL close to our house and REAL close to her bedroom window--which was like 5 to 10 feet from where I was outside the front door.

What a rush.

3. Watching Dark Angel because samaside mentioned something about it being on from 7-11 on Monday nights and I was like "Kick ass, let's see what it's about." And yeah...I actually kind of snicker at Logan (that's his name right? sad what happened to him, but he moves on) and Max's working relationship *snerk* Very nice. Can't wait to see what happens (would have seen the series before but I never caught it when it came on and if it's on Scifi, that just makes it easier for me).


...and that's all I've got. Except...

4. Is it possible to live without the bottom half of your body? Because right now I'm hating mine. (Damn T.O.M.)


Now that's all for now. Ja na!
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I need to put a new CFUD icon in my iconspace because I removed the one I had XDDD Seriously, though. People who follow CFUD, check out cfudquotes and look for my most recent post...that, or you can check out this link below that has the words I put for the LJ-cut:

Congratulations, Gojyou-kaasan! Hakkai-tousan! It's a boy!


XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD *SOOOOOOOO amused by Gojyo's reaction and Himejima's constant brain-breaking and Gojyo's linking her to Saiyuki manga--zomg, knew she loved Hakkai-mun and Gojyo-mun* XD;;;


In other news, I had a really weird dream last night that was actually pretty interesting. Sadly, the dream had to end just when things had calmed down in my dream (which was pretty active, really--why was A.D. Skinner in my dream? D:?) because I was woken up by my alarm. DDDDD: *hates her early-morning classes...wrrrry* T___T;;;

But yeah...>.>;;; And Dr. Al-Agha got really mad at us today because some people marked their friends present when they weren't in the room. Basically, he gave us a lecture or reprimand about morals, principles, and honesty. To be honest, I agreed with every word he said, but didn't really like feeling guilty for something I myself never did. DDDD:

But yeah. Awsum day today. :DDD

ZOMG, THE PB&J PEOPLE WERE OUTSIDE AGAIN TODAY! XDDD *was waiting for one to start dancing like the banana and singing the PeanutButterJelly song* XDDD

...yeah, and that's all I've got right now :D
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You know how I said I might get a low-B, high-C in Spanish because, yeah, Jeva can't ever seem to do her homework?

Well, Dr. Halliburton apparently thought I turned in my lab workbook pages. *dances* AND I HAVE AN A!


...And don't none of you give me a guilt-trip about being honest and whatnot. This A makes up to that C I got in English because my teacher thought I didn't turn in an essay of mine--WHEN I DID. So, yeah...plus in college, you never argue about a good grade. You take it and RUN. RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN! CAN'T CATCH ME, I'M THE GINGERBREAD MAN!


...yeah...elation~!


Oh, here's a wtf dream:

I was in a room with my mother and Shorty, and the two of them were laughing and talking, and I was all squeeing about the baby and whatnot. Then Shorty looked to Mom and they both burst out into laughter. I asked them why and then Mom told me that the whole "having a baby" thing was a prank.

I was devastated. I WANTED to have a nephew!

Then Shorty laughed at my expression and told me that she and Mom were just leading me on and of course she was having a baby! What kind of gullable idiot am I?

...yeah, then I got pissed ^___^;


But yeah...there was other weird things in my dream (one of them was actually a sweet dream about a girl that had amputated legs who couldn't seem to find something light and versatile to use as a fake limb, so a guy-friend (boyfriend~! *squee*) tore up a bunch of these doll things that the girl's relative collected and thrusted them at her, saying something cheesy and sweet (ALL OF MY DREAMS HAVE PLOTS, WTF?!). So yeah...awwwwwww). Yeah...

...and I'm mad at the weather because if it was below freezing, we'd have snow or ice...NO! WE GET LIGHT RAIN ALL DAY! ARGH! AND I DIDN'T BRING MY UMBRELLA! D:! AND IT'S COLD, DAMN IT! LOUISIANA PEOPLE AREN'T MEANT FOR THIS WEATHER! AND I'D PREFER SNOW OR ICE IF IT'S GOING TO BE COLD! D<



...and that's all for now!
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