So. Yeah, like I thought, my schedule is already messed up. This is what I get for trying to sleep through the cramps and pain and you can bite me if you don't like the tmi.

In other news, I did read the French articles I have to present today in class. I even highlighted... a lot. Mostly important things. Hopefully I won't suck too badly when I speak it in French (because the articles are in English). But I'm sure I'll do fine. They're short, anyway. And it'll be awesome to get these out of the way so I can just focus on the 5-paged paper on the flâneur I owe DeMattos.

... I'm still staring at my icon going, "Awww, he's so cute."

Ftr, the icon comes from the art in this video. Yes, I realize a lot of people frown and disapprove of this kind of thing in the fandom community but I am one of those people who say if you put it on the internet, it's free game to play with. Besides, I plan to credit the video anyway because it's wonderfully bawwww-ish and all.

Beyond all of this. I've actually cheered up considerable since my last entry. I guess I just needed food, rest, and time for the pain to lessen. Which I've done and has happened! So yeah.

Idk, I feel like babbling a lot right now. ♥

Oh, I should probably also mention that because of caffeinic I've been taking very basic German lessons at LiveMocha.com. Which probably isn't as good as having actual lessons but I'm mostly trying to get my foot in the door. I'm also signed up for Russian, Japanese, and Spanish--the Spanish so I can review things that I haven't gone over in over a year.

So yeah. Fun stuff. I feel very lively compared to last year--hell, compared to a couple of months or weeks ago. So... who knows? I guess I am getting better. ♥
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Shit shit shit.

Why did I bother eating? I knew it would make me feel sicker and yet there was still that hope that it'd make me feel better. Nooo, of course not. Eating when my body is rebelling against me never = a good idea and yet!

And I have shit to get done tonight so I can't just lie in bed and do nothing. Have to read and summarize two articles that I have to present in my French Lit class at 9:30 tomorrow and WHY IS IT SO FUCKING COLD IN THESE BUILDINGS? I have my damn jacket on!

... I'm killing my little sister if she gave me her sick on top of my feminine issues.

Two more hours or so until I get to crawl into bed and work on the assignments.

I feel so sick right now, it's not even funny. Thankfully it's not a nauseous sick yet, but it's a "I feel weak and my focus is no where and I'm tired and I hurt" kind of sick-feeling.

Not to mention feeling hot and cold at weird moments.

... I'll take my temperature when I get back to my dorm. Ten to one, it's not any different than what it usually is because my body temp is weird like that.
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I'm tired, cranky, and hurting.

And I still have to make it to my classes without fail.

I blame my body tuning in with my sister's on this kind of thing.

Body, stop hating me.
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So I've been feeling a bit sickish. Worst day so far has been today because of cramps and all that fun stuff. It's been hurting so bad that I can't get an appetite and feel sick. Luckily, drinking caffeine has always helped ease the pain so it's not taking over my legs too.

But yeah. I've also been bad about sleeping and eating this past week. I think it's a remnant of remembering what happened last year with the being sick and the issues and stuff. I actually finally got the idea that this was the problem when I was talking with a friend last night. Feel bad because I dumped a lot on them but they said it was okay, but still...

And even though I feel sick and want to curl up into a ball and ignore the world, I've been playing Prussia liek whoa over at CFUD. So much fun and hilarity. Primary #2 get.

Probably gonna sleep around midnight or so tonight. Hopefully. Know how I said I've been sleeping bad? Yeah. Averaging 3 to 4 hours a night and... yeah. Feeling pretty crappy in general.

*leans on someone*
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