Also my eyes are burning liek whoa with exhaustion, so I'm expecting them to bleed at any moment.

SO. TOOK MY SHAKESPEARE MIDTERM. ACTUALLY DID LOADS BETTER THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD. W-which is a good thing since I was barely conscious when I walked into the class. Orz.

During the break between the exam and picking up with new history/literature relations for The Merchant of Venice, I stopped by the Foreign Language Department (which was right next door, literally) and talked with Mrs. Donna going, "... so about declaring those minors?"

I will soon officially be a French and Spanish double-major with a double minor in History and English.

Count down to classes needed to fulfill all of these:

- 2 French courses (which if I pass these courses I'm in now, that will be cleared \o)
- 2 English courses (which if I pass the Shakespeare course, I will only have 1 left, and I'm definitely going to take that linguistics-y course my prof of the Shakespeare course, Jungman, is teaching in the Spring)
- 3 History courses (because I failed that English history course in the Fall, otherwise it would've been 2 :/)
- 7 Spanish courses (... well shit. I think I might be able to get one or two this next quarter and then go on next year with one or two (preferably two--they usually offer two of the higher courses at a time during the quarters...) and be able to finish it out in time. If all else fails, I can do what my mother suggested and go to Texas and enroll in the A&M there for Spanish course credits but LA Tech is picky as hell with what can and can't carry over. WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS. IF ALL ELSE FAILS, I CAN DROP IT TO A MINOR *DOES NOT LET IT GO*)

And that's not getting into the GERs I have to finish out. 2 sciences or something, an appreciation course (think I'll give Art another shot), computer lit... ... I think that's it actually.

So plenty to keep me with a full schedule for one more year here at Tech. And then I'm done.

... holy shit, that is a frightening thought.

In other news, I have 21 pages of an article (which is actually more like 42 pages of a pocket-sized book) to read by tomorrow and a French exam at 2PM (which I need to make notecards for STAT) aaaaand... a crapload of readings and studying for the midterm for my French Lit course on Monday.

And that's not even touching all the readings I have to do for that Lit course after the exam.

Aaaaaaagh.

... and I'm in the middle of the CFUW event which has been AWESOME and WIN and IF I AM UP PAST 1AM CST TONIGHT, KICK ME HARD PLEASE BECAUSE I CANNOT AFFORD IT AND WILL PROBABLY HAVE TO GET UP EARLY TO MAKE QUICK NOTES SO I CAN GIVE A 15-MINUTE-ISH PRESENTATION ON THAT UBER-LONG ARTICLE.

Lolol. I sorta have missed this kind of insane rush. I do awesome when I have this kind of pressure on me, even if I end up kind of crashing at the end of it and go, "Afjasdfjk notmovingfrombedfordaysscrewyoulife," at the end of it.

Orite. I also have a 5 to 10 page research paper for my Shakespeare course due on theeeee... 17th of February. FUCK YEAH!

And then two articles to present in the Lit class on the 13th and 16th.

... I'm gonna make me a comprehensive calendar so I can keep better track of these things and NOT get involved so deeply in RP events or something.

And no one is allowed to hit me because I AM SURVIVING \o/

... *licks f-list* :>
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So I've been feeling a bit sickish. Worst day so far has been today because of cramps and all that fun stuff. It's been hurting so bad that I can't get an appetite and feel sick. Luckily, drinking caffeine has always helped ease the pain so it's not taking over my legs too.

But yeah. I've also been bad about sleeping and eating this past week. I think it's a remnant of remembering what happened last year with the being sick and the issues and stuff. I actually finally got the idea that this was the problem when I was talking with a friend last night. Feel bad because I dumped a lot on them but they said it was okay, but still...

And even though I feel sick and want to curl up into a ball and ignore the world, I've been playing Prussia liek whoa over at CFUD. So much fun and hilarity. Primary #2 get.

Probably gonna sleep around midnight or so tonight. Hopefully. Know how I said I've been sleeping bad? Yeah. Averaging 3 to 4 hours a night and... yeah. Feeling pretty crappy in general.

*leans on someone*
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So my good deed of the day: I was walking back to the dorm after getting some food in the caf and on the walk next to Woodard Hall there was a student ID. Since I've lost my wallet here once and left my ID in the bookstore once, I figured I'd do the the girl who lost her ID a favor and picked it up and... turned around and went to the Tech Express and left it with them.

Whenever people lose things like that on campus, people are always told to go there. And if not, she'd have to go get a new one anyway and she might give her name and someone will recognize it as one of the lost-and-found IDs and... yeah. Not a good thing to lose on campus so I hope she finds it there.

Beyond this, I have so much French to read.

Articles
- class struggle in France
- colonialism
- prostitution in the novel

Literature
- Hernani par Victor Hugo*
- La Chartreuse de Parme par Stendhal
- Le Père Goriot par Balzac
- Madame Bovary par Flaubert
- Boul de Suif par Maupassant**

Other Things
- "Les Djinns" par Victor Hugo (already read but need to look over again)
- Baudelaire (his biography)

* Lesser priority but still priority
* Very much priority

And this all has to be on my Reading Report that I turn in next week on the 16th. So. Yeah. Thankfully, we went over Le Chartreuse de Parme quite a bit today. Yet another one of those infamous French "rocks fall, everyone dies" romance stories. Seriously, from the time of the Middle Ages on up, the French at least from what I know love to have tragedies. Kind of interesting to make note of.

In addition to those readings I should actually get around to reading Richard II like I should have already been doing. I love my Shakespeare class so much. Last class, we went from the history of gardening to Roman war ranks to Virgil to Plato and then connecting it all to Shakespeare's use of imagery regarding gardens and how they reflect the monarchy and how a king should always maintain order in the kingdom.

It was so amazingly in depth and this is the kind of education I've always adored. I love being shown how things lead up to each other and pieced together. I mean, there are times when the class was probably going, "So where is he going with this?" but it all had a point, as random as it seemed and... I think I'm going to take his class in the Spring. It's a linguistics course in a way. History of words in English and such. And... I need another English course credit to finish off the hours I need to get a minor in the subject (because I failed that last English class I took...).

In addition to all of this... ahaha, you guys know how sometimes when you write fics or RP characters, you learn stuff and then you find yourself going, "I haven't done that in ages! Why not?" Well, I've been listening to classical music since a thread I did last night. Ahaha~ And someone has been linking me to fanart with Gilbo and Fritz and baw...

But yeah. I feel very much like diving into all this all at once but good lord. That's a lot to read and do. Thankfully, I can listen to music while reading. Hilariously, the music I'm listening to is like... from a century before the literature I'm reading. Ahaha~

And yeah. I feel very content right now.
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dasschlechtende get.

Yes, I have not been the most ninja about this AND YET.

... uh. Will be continuing research on Prussian/German history and the like because sob I know not all that I should know.

Also cue me being terrified of finally getting around to playing him. hjklhsjafhld. D:
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Because I'm easily amused:

DrStein: ... hey Dean what was that stalker angel of yours's name?
Dean^Winchester: |D
Dean^Winchester: Castiel?
* DrStein is now known as Castiel
Dean^Winchester: ...THAT IS FUCKING CHEATING
Castiel: ... I honestly can't believe you fell for that one
Dean^Winchester: >(
Zehel: ilu Stein



... I love being horrible sometimes.

Another favorite would be this:

@Biz[finalsdonotdisturb]: "Orangutans can retract their penis to create a cavity for other males to penetrate."
@Biz[finalsdonotdisturb]: what
Dean^Winchester: ...
Dean^Winchester: biz.
Zehel: .....
@Biz[finalsdonotdisturb]: I'm.
@Biz[finalsdonotdisturb]: Watching a video.
@Biz[finalsdonotdisturb]: Of it.
@Biz[finalsdonotdisturb]: And.
Dean^Winchester: ...
Castiel: ...
Castiel: Biz is that part of your studying for finals?
Kousaka: oh I remember reading about that
@Biz[finalsdonotdisturb]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggl5ZGaJFFM
Dean^Winchester: ...I'm not clicking that
Kousaka: ... so orangutans are wraeththu
Zehel: that's pretty cool
Castiel: ... they cum skittles?
Dean^Winchester: s;dlfjsdf
Kousaka: no they have reversible bits
Zehel: that was not an image I liked stein
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Yeah, uh. Maybe some people have noticed my lack of internet activity in the past couple of days. That's mostly because lolz band. And now it's going to be because lolz, going to visit older sisters, brother-in-law, and nephew for the Thanksgiving holidays. During which time, because I was scolded by all THREE of my sisters about being on the computer too much, I'll probably only be getting on the internet at night whenever I can't sleep or whatever. Or when I'm there by myself babysitting or something.

I definitely need to send my activity for this past month to the mods at CFUD and then work on my app. So... yeah. Also, my NaNo. Which is sitting at 5.6k, I think.

I'll probably even be writing some posts here with me musing about things. Right now, though, I'm waiting for my oldest sister to call and say she's in town to get me and my little sister. Also, I am tired and sore from the football game day yesterday. It was freezing all day, mostly because of the harsh north-westerly wind we kept getting. And today's looking to be about the same temperature-wise. Currently, it's 45 degrees. Baaaaw. Why so cold?

And I'm way too tired to make any further comment on some things that I do want to talk about sooner or later. First I just want to get out of Ruston. I'm going a bit stir-crazy right now. A small road trip will do me a lot of good really.
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In a good mood right now--probably because I got more than 4 hours of sleep (5PM to past-midnight, anyway?).

But it's also because this weekend has been fun and amusing and just over all entertaining. Because I got to hang with my sisters and my brother-in-law and my nephew (I miss ma baby nephew already~). Because of some good news from my older sister Shorty that makes me gleeful just thinking about it. Because things are looking up for my family while the world keeps crashing down around us.

It's all of that in reality.

Online, I've been kind of a shut-in. Mostly because, yeah. I think I'm full-hiatus from CFUD at this point, mostly because I need a break from it. No new characters for me in the past three or four months means I'm kind of... feeling retardedly repetitive with my characters and I'm having self-confidence issues because of it.

Well... thankfully, I found something else to do with the free time that is boosting my self-esteem and making me lolz so bad. Especially right now. With a thread I'm having. (Certain people on my flist will probably be with me in the "I love everything" this thread puts me in because omg ahahahaha, I love it~).

And just... yes. Stepping outside of comfort zone in a way and yet am completely just being zen about things really helps with me dealing with whatever I have to deal with.

And of course, this week is going to be full of my working on papers, studying for exams... blah blah blah. Oh, school. You were so exciting before you reminded me of the tedious things that I hate. But that's okay, I still love you because I love everything right now.

And on that note:

I love you guys~


ETA: ... you know. I think I'll go asking around town to see what jobs are available. I dunno if I'll be getting one this next quarter. But it wouldn't hurt to see what my options are.

Mostly, I'll probably poke places that have a more easy-going nature to them because I think this summer about killed me with forcing me to deal with people so face-to-face like that. Hell, that telemarketer gig was only a week long but it was the worst week I can remember in a long time. And IHOP was fun but burned me out so damn fast...

I dunno. We'll just see. I think I'll stop by Subway on California to see some of my old coworkers this weekend or something. I don't think I'll be going back to the Tech Drive store, though. Apparently there was an armed robbery like a week or two ago and sjdfhasd no. D:

Some food for thought anyway. Think I'll go to the Olde Wheat Barn later today, even. I miss that store. Might make me all sad and stuff being in there without Sara and Andrea but... well. I'm sure I'll get over it. Or something.

Will probably be heading back to my dorm and sleeping some more soon. Thankfully nothing to do for school today until around 6PM when I have ma seconde Interrogation française. Fun stuff, man.
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Just saying here and now that bentley and I should never enable each other.

We're obviously horrible people.

God, I'm still laughing about this. XD


ETA: jeva_chan: ... I want to write a sequel to your sugary sweet fic which shows the dark side--STEIN ACTUALLY KILLED AND DISSECTED THE BIRD
jeva_chan: T8D
bentley: HE TOTALLY DID
bentley: i can't... actually write sugary sweet
jeva_chan: ... I write crack
bentley: he was like SUPER RARE BIRD? CUT CUT CUT
jeva_chan: fluff hurts me
jeva_chan: srsly
bentley: jack: *____________*
bentley: *_______________* YOU GAVE IT ITS FREEDOM
jeva_chan: and then Jack finds the bloody plumage a week later
bentley: stein: that's one way of putting it >>
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13:11 DrStein: okay I keep reading Hadron as Hardon
13:12 DrStein: LARGE HARDON COLLIDER
13:12 DrStein: orz
13:12 Raimei: It's okay, Stein. I do it too
13:12 Death|moving: gay porn physics
13:12 Raimei: BOW CHIKA WOW WOW
13:13 Cortana: I have seen posters of the Large Hardon Collider. I know a Gay man who loves that mental image.
13:13 Death|moving: "Doctor, my funding's about to be cut." "That's not the only thing that's cut around here." BAMP BAMP BAMP
13:13 Death|moving: right, gonna go tape some boxes.
13:14 Stelas: "Doctor, start your supercooler." *BOW wow wow chika-chika wow*
13:14 Stelas: "Oh God Particle! Oh God Particle!"
13:14 Death|moving: then the sequel with physicist pirates
13:14 Stelas: There's a good mass driver pun in here, but I can't CHOOSE JUST ONE
13:14 Death|moving: Higg's Bo'sun
13:14 DrStein: ...
13:14 Stelas: HAHAH
13:14 DrStein: omg I love you guys
13:14 Death|moving: Higgs's
13:14 Death|moving: :D

And since I'm lazy, the RP names stay. *is DrStein* |D
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Lolol. Just found out how mature I am recently.

Ah well.

Yesterday was me chilling and spamming it up on CFUD with Stein because lololol, he's such a spamwhore. Not only did I work on that rolly-chair post of mine, but I also went back and did more of the co-post with Captain Jack Harkness and then with Maka and Death the Kid (because they were telling mean mean lies about me and giving people rape whistles). And then, finally, I got to play with Nii and Jizabel. :DDD Mad scientists unite~

... and this was right after Jack tried to talk me into not being so crazy, oh Jack~ ♥

But yeah, funness to be had at CFUD.

Thankfully, I also conked out for a good 10 hours yesterday, which is why I'm still awake but am about to head to my room to chill and eventually pass out.

Went out and got donuts for myself and Joe because it was a donut mood and it's that time of the month where I crave sugary things so yeah. Donuts~! \o

Am resolved to talk things over with a friend of mine. I just need to find the time and the courage to actually do it. As much as I say I fight out things, I'm a coward when it comes to bringing up the subject. Watch me run and hide and avoid and NOT LISTENIIING whenever someone tells me I should go talk things out with people.

... it's less about the facing people and more about the talking part.

But I think I'll manage.

And since you've all got an update in my life, here's a meme!

( 100 Questions Answered for the Curious )
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Can has iscrewtothink. So if you see a mad scientist running about in my LJ, that is still me! Just... as a mad scientist.

I always wanted to be a mad scientist!

... rp-wise, I mean.

In other news, work was better last night, but only got about $5 more than I did Friday night. Blargh. Hate weekends.

Aaaaaaaand... nothing else to really talk about, I don't think.

How's everyone been doing?
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G-guys, thank you for the support. I really needed that pick-me-up and the hugs and fsksdljaf... chainsaw ♥

Basically what's been up with me is that for the past four days, I've been told by my call center place to not come into work. I mean, it was okay the first couple of days because hey, I understand that a call center is all about getting hired by people that want us to call random strangers time and again to promote their stuff and that sometimes these people who hire us can go scarce. And that seems to be what happened this time around.

But four days in a row? When I'm already living with some dear friends who, out of the goodness of their hearts, let me live practically for free for almost two weeks? I CANNOT afford that sort of thing.

So Sanna and I went around getting job applications and I was going a bit crazy because I have bad self-esteem and too much of a pessimist in that I totally thought no one would hire me because they saw that all my information say that I was from Louisiana...

And then we went to Arby's and struck a bit of luck. Manager person told me to come in Friday at 4PM to have an interview. I agreed. Because, hey, I might as well have landed the job and the call center gig is pretty much dead to me now. Much as I loved the people there. They were cool peeps. The hours were just "flexible". *makes a face*

And then, of course, we headed back to the apartment and I got a phone call around 8PM from IHOP. They wanted an interview. TONIGHT. So 9 o'clock I walked myself over there and sat down and talked with the manager person. And... basically got the job on the spot. Have to buy black shoes, black socks, AND the shirt and apron. So yay losing money to MAKE money! Of course, this is a waitressing gig, so my wage is LOW--like $2-something + tips. And I'll be scheduled full time... full time GRAVESHIFT. 10PM to 6AM.

... *sobs*

And I'm still going to the Arby's interview on Friday because the IHOP manager guy was nice and said if I really needed the other job, he'd be willing to work with me on that. Because... I kind of do need the other job if I want to pay Sanna and Joe back AND get my teeth done AND save up money.

So on top of all this "I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON," I've been having self-confidence issues with my RPing and my personal writings and just... everything involving creativity on my part. The Jesii post made me feel better for a little while, but I think I burnt myself out and fell into a bit of a depressed state because... post before this... yeah.

So yeah. The hugs were very much needed because while it seems like everything is going smoothly, it does not feel smooth at all and I'm scared something will go wrong and things will turn out wrong and I've been doing all of this stuff for nothing. And... thoughts like those are just all to common with me.

But thanks to the support and a little Den-O, I'm doing a lot better. So... thank you guys. It really meant a lot. ♥
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Like posting in my LJ for once. Orz.

Okay, so. Heads up guys, if you see itallpannedout or oldmanoncampus OR motsdejeva commenting to you on my LJ? THEY'RE ALL ME. Well, obviously the last one, that is my writing journal. The former two are CFUD journals and ahahaha... s-stop topping me into reading your canons guys (ilu).

Beyond that, uh. Failed at sleep last night. Around 1 hour's worth. Went to class, went to work. Boss let me switch let-off times with another person so I got to go home an hour earlier (3PM)and uh... passed out until around 6:30PM-ish. S-so yeah. And I'm about to crash here in a minute but had to make this post because...

SANNA. I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT YOU WANTING TO TALK TO ME. I FAIL AT LIFE AND A PROPER SLEEP SCHEDULE. WILL HIT YOU UP ON GMAIL TOMORROW AFTER 2PM, Y/N?

Finally!

... I'm hungry.

:<

*flops on someone*
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Aahahhaa. Yesterday was interesting. WORST NIGHT EVER. CURSE YOU, LAST-MINUTE APPING.

Yeah, uh. Yesterday pretty much was class, taking a nap for 2 or 3 hours, and then arriving late to the induction ceremony thing for the French National Honor Society--WHICH I AM NOW A PART OF, GG, ME.

Then I went back to my dorm and ahahaha, totally didn't get anything to eat, but that's okay because Sara was hungry too, so we went out and got some food at Waffle House and then some ice cream at TCBY. THEY HAVE WAFFLE CONES THERE, OMG. *o* And we hung out and watched the dub for Code Geass.

Guys, this is seriously the best dubbing job I have seen in a LONG time. It doesn't make me cringe, it keeps my interest, they have INFLECTION in their voices, they have DYNAMICS in their voices, they kept the whole opening in original Japanese, they kept all of the original sound effects.... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Some people seem to not like Johnny Bosch Young doing Lulu's voice but I think he'll be win at it. the first episode isn't much to go on, but yeah. Also, Lloyd wins hands down. Boo to anyone who hates his dub voice. It fits him. XP

And after all of that, I finished reading a manga I've been marathoning since Thursday and... yeah. Last minute app, lolz.

AND WHEN I SAY LAST-MINUTE, I MEAN THE SAMPLE POST WASN'T WRITTEN UNTIL 30 MINUTES BEFORE THE SUBMISSION TIME SLOT WAS OVER.

S-sobs.

never again will never do that again i dun care what anyone says no more marathoning and then apping lastmoment sob

And now I laze around on my day off. |D
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Feeling quite a bit better than I did when I wrote my last post. Lucky me had a mild panic attack after that, too. But I guess it helped because I've kind of been feeling less detached and more normal? Eeeh...

Totally got less than 4 hours of sleep Tuesday night, though. Was exhausted all yesterday but had to go to class and then work and ahahaha. Funness. Then Andrea drove me around so I could get some money matters out of the way. Currently I am dead broke except the $40 I have in my La Capitol bank. My safe is empty and my Chase account hates me. I might actually have to move $10 from my La Cap bank to my Chase bank to keep it from getting overdrafted (again). *sighs*

But yeah. Was in the middle of RPing with Kanmuri when my eyes really started crossing on me. Around 9PM I think it was. So I had to go all "I... am going to go crash" and just... kind of disappeared from the RP and went into sleep mode on IRC. ... without much warning.

D:

But I fell asleep around 10 or 11... and woke up at 9AM. Feel tired still. But not all "Omg let me just go back to sleep I don't want to do anything but sleep lemme alone..."

Mostly because I have a test in Chemistry today (which I totally haven't studied for hurhurhur).

Ah well. This is the day where Jeva plays catch-up with those classes she missed. Orz...

And now I'm off to study a bit and then head to class.

Later all!


EDIT: Btw, if you see itallpannedout commenting to your comments... that's me. On my Azuma account. |D Forgot to warn you guys~
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WHERE HAS JEVA BEEN FOR THE PAST THREE DAYS?

WELL LONG STORY SHORT, SHE'S BEEN AVOIDING CLASS ASSIGNMENTS AND INSTEAD CRAM-READ 195 CHAPTERS OF YAKITATE!! JAPAN IN LESS THAN A WEEK AND THE NIGHT BEFORE APPS OPENED FOR CFUD, FINALLY FINISHED. AND THEN I SENT IN SAID APP HALF-WAY INTO THE 12 HOUR APP WINDOW SO. AHAHHAA...

RESULTS?

CFUD CAN HAS AN AZUMA KAZUMA.

96.6% IN!

...

wut

I--ilu gaiz. :<

B-but yeah. That's where I've been. Messing around and stuff. SHOULD BE BACK TO NORMAL NOW THAT THIS IS OVER WITH! AHAHAHA!

...

Never gonna do that sort of cram-reading and then last-minute apping again. ;o;
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So before I go to sleep, I just wanna mention something that's been bugging me.

Is there something weird about me?

I mean... watching all these people on the semester system have like mental breakdowns and stuff, I've come to realize that I've never really stressed that bad over my own finals--and I have them three times a year rather than two. Granted, maybe they have more classes in just those two times but... well, yeah.

Anyway, not saying I don't stress out, because yeah, I do. And mostly it's because I was being lazy and didn't do something like turn in a paper on time or something. Blech. And yet I still can't remember a time where I was so insanely depressed and stressed about finals. Or maybe it's just my memory going? Lord knows I can hardly remember the last two years of my life except that it was a very depressing time, really, with some ups but more downs...

So. Either it's A) I'm just not a person who stresses that much about tests--apathy when stressed ftw?, B) I do totally flip out with the stress but get over it and my memory represses that time period (ahahaha, wouldn't that be funny if it's true?), or C) my university's system makes finals a lot less stressful (? at least for me? ???).

Yeah... just wondering.

And btw, you all who are getting done with finals/are done with them, so deserve cookies. If I knew how to correctly make cookies, I would so send you guys some, but sadly, I no can has good recipes nor am I that great of a cook. *remembers the bursting-into-tears-over-burnt-muffin-bottoms incident*

And uh...

I have no idea what I'm saying anymore. I'm tired. That guy in my Sociology class told me I looked tired. Maybe I am tired. I dunno. Everything seems fuzzy right now because, to be honest? I've been kind of lying about my sleeping schedule lately. I mean, some of you know how late I've been up because ahahaha, I no can has ability to stop going onto LJ whenever I can't sleep, but yeah...

Sunday night... was up until... 7AM? Woke up at 9AM. Took a nap from 2PM to 5PM? I think? I could be wrong.

Monday night = a good 6 hours.

Tuesday night = 4 hours.

Wednesday night = 6 hours.

Tonight will = 4 hours, if I'm lucky. I hope I can get conked out by 3AM but at this rate it might be 3:30... I have reason for being up so late. Well, not really, but at least I was working on French stuff. Translating text from English to French (and badly at that) and studying over vocabluary...

But yeah. I... wanted to come clean about this because I had been doing so well with the sleeping thing and now I'm not but I'm still functioning and actually am feeling less stressed about getting things done. I get things done, I do other things, and I can't seem to sleep.

Restless mind = restless body and all.

See, this is why even though this fall nearly killed me in terms of me being in band, having work, and going to school, I LIKED having all of that. You know, when the 30 hours/week of work wasn't killing me. It kept me active and tired me out so I could sleep at night. Now I've got nothing to do except sometimes take naps... yeah.

I think I'll start actually swimming again this next week. That might help some.

Tomorrow is not all that busy. Have class 9:30AM-10:45AM. Then I'll get food and eat it and be back in my dorm by noon so I can take a nap until 3. Then some friends and I will go to Monroe to get some sushi. I've never had actual sushi before. Just Californian rolls. And... yeah. Shall be an interesting experience. Then it's back to Ruston by 7:30 a the lates and then work from 8 till 2AM. Yippee...

Saturday, it's sleeping in as much as I can because zomg... then it's me working on Christmas cards so I can have them sent off on Monday. Yeah. Because I fail.

... oh snap, I just remembered counselor app for CFUD is tomorrow. UM.

I just need to edit a is all. Hopefully I'll stand a chance this time. Maybe. I hope.

Right, I'm going to bed.
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Yeah. Apparently, I did a very very bad thing asking my French-speaking friends to help me out with my writing assignment. Because yeah. Dr. Dolly got on my case about it. I told her, "But I wasn't able to have the peer-reading everyone else got," and... yeah. She told me not to do it again.

Ha. This'll prove to her that I'm not nearly that great at French as she keeps insisting.

Also, I'm apparently not allowed to write during class, either.

Or chew on my own pen.

Or rip out paper from my notebook.

I can understand how the first and the third thing there would be bad for the class as well as for myself--but come on! Why the hell do I have to curb my unconscious behavior of sticking pens in my mouth just for this class? Because it sickens you, Dr. Dolly? Whatever. It's MY pen. It's MY mouth. I'll do what I please with them, thank you very much.

*is tempted to do it all the time next Monday*


Yeah. I'm not so much in a happy mood. But meh. Whatever.

I'm just tired, 's all.



EDIT: Beef jerky + chocolate + Vault = EVERYTHING BETTER. *huggles her comfort food stuffs*


EDIT 2: CHANGE OF ICON BECAUSE I'M ON A SUGAR HIGH. WHEEE.

ALSO, I HAVE NOW OFFICIALLY MARRIED 3 CFUD PEEPS.

1. MOSES
2. CHIKA
3. SHITO -- IT WAS A 2FER.

MWAHAHAHAHA. ♥

I'VE ALSO ADOPTED IN MY TIME AS CFUD AUDIENCE:

1. HONDA TOHRU
2. QUATRE WINNER
3. HIRO

FTW, YO.
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The reason I love CFUD.

on_a_parkbench: You know the moogles?
sentinelofstars: The white bears?
on_a_parkbench: They function in a way that saves the state of one's body, so that if something, say, BAD were to happen to the person, they would be recreated from the last time they spoke to one of the little white bears.

I'm here to make sure that this data doesn't get compromised.
sentinelofstars: ...
on_a_parkbench: Anyway.
sentinelofstars: Is this virtual reality?
on_a_parkbench: What would make you say something so utterly crazy like that?

Because the things that don't make sense do and the things that do don't. ♥

Yes, this does mean I don't actually have work at 7, after all. I have it at 8:30, though, so... an hour to play on the computer! |D
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I demand characters be apped from Kanon for CFUD. Seriously. Because Yuuichi and Kyon from The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi have the same seiyuu, I keep thinking about the fun that could happen... especially since Kyon and Yuuichi are actually pretty similar, but Yuuichi is more open to perverseness and deadpanned and sometimes ill-timed jokes. Don't give Makoto money and tell her to get a porno mag when she doesn't know what that is, Yuuichi. That's just mean. XD You so deserve the miso soup bath.

Oh, and Heather? I blame you. You put episodes 10-19 on one of the discs you sent me and I had to watch because you talked about it before and guh... love this series D: So sad, though~

But yeah. Random.


EDIT: Note that I'm speaking of the 2006 version of the anime rather than the 2003 version.
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